I feel so weak.. I can't do anything at all.. I've had enough of games for like 5 months.. I'm not saying Kingdom Hearts 2.. I love that game and I WILL play it.. but all the other games.. I can't play them anymore.. It just doesn't feel right anymore.. (I will still come for WoE pple..)
Since gaming has been my way of life this long long break, getting sick of it means I've nothing left..
The piano.. Writing.. Drawing.. All of these can't occupy my time anymore from now on..
Piano: I've just got addicted to the church's Piano.. My electronic one just can't beat that.. So I can't play on it anymore..
Writing: My life is full of changes right now.. There's been stuff in Tears Of Rain that I just have to edit and I have no idea.. or.. I don't know how I want the rest of the story should go.. So I can't continue writing..
Drawing: Entering DMD showed me that I need to learn much more about drawing.. So my confidence in drawing has dipped.. So I can't draw for Tears Of Rain for sometime.. Its back to the basics for me now..
So I'm only left with the first assignment that I need to complete by next Friday.. But I can't spend the rest of the days only doing that..
I've to let go of some things and have to accept some things as Poly life starts.. Well, I'm feeling so many feelings that I'm getting confused..